To Dine On Flesh
Hello.
Yes.
Glorious.
My decision is made.
A bloodletting to ensure the health of the whole.
It will be breathtaking.
Hello.
Yes.
Glorious.
My decision is made.
A bloodletting to ensure the health of the whole.
It will be breathtaking.
October 13, 2008 at 9:45 PM
I’m not quite sure I understand this reasoning.
October 14, 2008 at 5:15 PM
Hello, Mr. Welldone. I am in need of advice. I have been searching for the Answer. Many have told me it is love, but this cannot be so. How can it be, if no one is even willing to bleed for the Dancer?
It tempts me as I draw nearer to it, Mr. Welldone, twinkling in my mind like a diamond, like the eyes of a cat, in the black and blue. It’s calling to me. Dare I answer?
October 14, 2008 at 5:26 PM
Hello.
Kiriou. It is not your place to understand, but to undergo.
TLB. There are no answers, and you speak nonsense.
I know not this Dancer you speak of, but willingness is no prerequisite to bleeding.
You will be made aware.
October 17, 2008 at 8:26 PM
First, to TBM: Nice Holy Diver reference.
Next, to Welldone: I’ve lost what little faith I had in your logic. You essentially make it sound like we should do the dirty work for you and kill everybody else. Quite honestly, I’m tired of your higher-than-thou attitude. As someone had already stated, you seem to just be somebody with a pissy outlook on life and a high vocabulary. All you say seems to only be a repitition of “I hate you all, you should all die”.
I await your psuedo-intellectual answer.
October 17, 2008 at 10:06 PM
To Blanch:
“A bloodletting to ensure the health of the whole.”
This doesn’t indicate to me that he hates everyone. Bloodletting is not the same as a bloodbath for example. Although I could be wrong and thats exactly what Mr. Welldone intends.
October 17, 2008 at 11:39 PM
Hello.
Indeed, quartz is correct. I do not hate humanity.
Oh, no.
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
You are gravely misled if you think such a thing.
Humanity is the source of my passion and joy. Your pain grants me bliss I cannot aptly express. Your screams in death chill my flesh with elation.
But humanity has provided few worthy candidates of late, and, much akin to an unscrupulous pupil, I have decided to punish you.
Just a bit.
I shall winnow out the weak from the strong in order to assist in elevating mankind to something resembling what it once was.
So much has been forgotten.
So very much.
Such beautifully horrible things.
Blanch.
Does my elocution vex you so?
Only your ego compels you to read so that you may respond and pass judgment in order to assuage your most deliciously private insecurities.
Are you sated?
If not, do carry on.
Your hypocrisy is delightful.
October 18, 2008 at 1:44 AM
Welldone,
What leads me to my “hypocritical” conclusions is your occasional lack of clarity. You seem to hate, but claim you don’t. I acknowledge the misunderstanding on my part, but will offer no apology. There’s no need for one.
Perhaps, a bit more clarity would stop some of us from being quick to judge. I don’t expect you to treat us as chidren of no intelligence, but we are apt to confusion at what you say.
October 18, 2008 at 10:52 AM
Hello, Blanch.
I cannot be more clear than this:
Fear will open your eyes to the Dark potential of the unknown, and such concepts as “clarity” will only seem misplaced and foolish in that newly expanded reality.
I ask you to embrace that cold horror that creeps upon you at naught but a mere sound when you are alone in the Darkness of the night.
I ask you to not seek the illusion of the light, but to stare wide-eyed into the Darkness and see what you do not wish to see.
I ask you to do that which you refuse to do on no other grounds save your unrelenting dread of that action, whatever that action may be.
I cannot be more clear.
I simply cannot.
October 18, 2008 at 7:15 PM
Hi, Mr. Welldone!
I have two questions. What do you think of modern occult systems? and
what point in time is this :”elevating mankind to something resembling what it once was.”?
October 18, 2008 at 7:16 PM
Asking for tales, is this allowed? I have forgone my question, and maybe I should not have, but I am hungry. Will you tell us of the wondrous Darkness?
October 19, 2008 at 1:00 AM
Good to know we fuel your happiness.
However, surely you must know that pain leads to death, and death inevitably leads to extinction, even though such a process takes quite a bit of time.
But when this time is up, and you are still here as you say you will be, from what will you gain happiness? When we are all gone, will your sadistic joy at our suffering also cease?
Do you dread the potential destruction of your own happiness? Or will you learn to find joy in your own suffering?
October 19, 2008 at 10:55 AM
I feel I have even less to fear from you now that you have determined who I am.
October 19, 2008 at 11:38 AM
Hello.
Calutika. Think you that I lack the ability to ensure a suitable remnant will survive what’s to come?
No. Humanity will not be wiped from the face of the earth. I am not the one destined to commit that wondrous action.
Rather, humanity will find its End much on its own.
I wish to prolong your agony, not shorten it.
I suppose one could say I am saving humanity, if one were short-sighted and foolish.
R. Oh, I agree heartily. I would not dream of harming one who has been so wronged. Indeed, I pity your current state and your legacy. You have only my utmost respect.
I wonder, why it is, that you do not despise humanity, seeing as they are the ones responsible.
Still, understand that you will be able to do little but witness what is to come. Knowing your perceptions, what I am orchestrating will only amplify your pain.
You will be my everlasting audience.
October 19, 2008 at 10:12 PM
Taking your advice is making me sick with fear. I don’t know if I’ll have another decent night of sleep again. Why do I want to do this?
October 19, 2008 at 11:40 PM
Quartz:
Because you’ve become one of his sheep.
Now get your ass to bed.
October 19, 2008 at 11:43 PM
Aww the poor things bored. Maybe your the one who should go to sleep? Why else would you continue to come here if you don’t like him?
Mine your damn business!
October 20, 2008 at 8:57 PM
I come here for amusement, quartz.
October 21, 2008 at 1:21 AM
I discovered your site this evening and found your writings intruiging. If I comprehend you correctly, your responses to others’ requests for an answer is, if it is not too much an oversimplification, like knowing the answer to 2+2 is 4 while having no knowledge of mathmatics. The answer is relevant only to itself, while an UNDERSTANDING of mathmatics opens a world of possibilities to comprehend and express what you already know, and to FURTHER question and more deeply experience an entire layer of existance that one was previously ignorant of beneath one’s very nose…?
You speak of the teeming masses of humanity and our drives, and I suspect you disdian them except as objects of amusement or entertainment, squabbling about sure in our convictions. If I understand you, you disapprove because the concept of religion, money, government, even society itself is illusory. It has no intrinsic value or power, merely what all have, on some level, AGREED to grant it. When one refuses to accept the illusion, it shakes the whole. The stock market is currently in its condition not because of loss of money but that no one can agree on what value those pieces of paper should be. The paper itself is unchanged, the BELIEF in their value is what is shaken.
You speak of fear as a sense, and I believe I can empathize, I suppose. I have known fear and know the difference between it and FEAR. Worrying that “something is out there” is different from facing a situation when you KNOW that the choice of your life or death, in the next few seconds, has already been made and no pleading, prayer or bargaining may change the course. I have experienced both enough to know them, and have, thus far, been fortunate enough to still be here to recount them.
I have personally witnessed life begin and end. I have many questions, and I have, so far, not been too afraid to ask any who would answer them. I have spoken with occultists, satanists, murderers, the insane.. anyone who would speak to me of what it is they see. I think I know what you mean when you say catagorizations mean little, as that information only relates to the catagorizer, and is, for these purposes, fairly useless.
I have taken your statement of bloodletting as an allegory to lancing a festering wound, to allieviate, or perhaps to even prolong, a sickness rather than allowing the whole to succumb to its own poisoning.
I have experienced personal epiphanies, the experience less a peek through a keyhole to a fragment of wisdom, but rather the door being blown from its very foundations, permanantly altering my perspective. You may believe or disbelieve my personal statements at your whim, as it changes nothing for either of us. I would not speak of them at all, except to relate them to what you have written, and, hopefully, that you may understand that my questions are not idle:
1. Am I on the path to understanding not just the words but the INTENT of your musings?
and
2. What more do you see that I do not?
October 21, 2008 at 6:37 PM
Ok, I’ll be the one to say it. I give up, who’s portrait is it that you use as your avatar.
October 21, 2008 at 7:03 PM
Hello.
A Questioner. Oh, how exquisite. You are so very near. So, so very near.
But you briefly speak of knowing. Until you banish that blinding concept from the darkest, most overlooked corners of your mind, you will not understand.
Some reach the point of understanding you have, but so very few are willing to fully open their eyes to the Dark; clinging to the flickering vestiges of the Light.
The difference?
I do not see. I make.
Noone. It is my portrait.
October 21, 2008 at 8:48 PM
Am I being ignored? Honestly I’m not here for mere entertainment.
I’ve been asking questions, searching, learning. I first discovered that there was a whole world beside the average one I knew when I was only 12. Ever since then, without stop, I’ve been looking into religion, the occult, philosophy, the paranormal, and anything that would be considered alternative or strange or obscure, whatever. And yes there haven’t been any sufficient answers. So I guess when I first discovered your site here, when you said that there was actually something there just waiting for me to see it…
It would just be nice to have at the least some acknowledgment of trying Mr. Welldone. I don’t mean a pat on the back. What I mean is I trying to understand what your saying. Maybe I’m not asking the right questions.
Unlike Questioner I’ve never had anything happen to me. I’ve never known real fear. So when you say so few are willing to see the dark. It frustrates me. I’m willing. I’m very very very willing. But perhaps I’m just stupid but I don’t know where to start.
Could you please just say something? If it’s not to much to ask? I would appreciate it very much.
October 22, 2008 at 1:40 AM
I have been an aficionado of the arts, but that does not make me an artist. You have given me much to think about. Thank you.
October 22, 2008 at 1:29 PM
Hello.
quartz. Your willingness is recognized, as is your immature interest. I do not know how often I will have to repeat myself, but those seeking answers will find none in the Dark.
I shall hitherto ignore those who claim to seek answers.
You will be the last.
No system is applicable to the noble pursuit of seeing what hides before your eyes.
If it is a sense of inflated superiority and belonging you seek, that is all you will find in any organization or system.
Mankind once valued the ephemeral qualities of the Dark, and many great minds elevated themselves in times long past. Of late, it seems humanity is content with the limiting falsehoods Light offers.
Sad, sad, sad.
A Questioner. I await your epiphany.
October 22, 2008 at 9:33 PM
I’m thinking deeply about your response. I have learned a lot about religion, and etc and it’s left me jaded. I realized I wasn’t getting anything from there. But perhaps, in honesty, I have yet to realize I will not find “answers” anywhere. I still hope to see what you say lies in the dark. Answers weren’t really my focus for coming here it’s just that a lot of what you said rang true with what I already observed.
Thanks for the response.
I apologize if I’m being a nuisance.
October 22, 2008 at 9:55 PM
Consider this, if you find any of these answers you may not like it. Some months ago one of those “answers” found me. Now he/she/it won’t leave me alone. It waits around every corner, in every shadow, looking for an opportunity to scare me into a near comatose state once again. I’m lucky that this one is just an annoying jerk as opposed to something serious.
October 24, 2008 at 3:44 PM
I surrounded myself with darkness, I reached out into the thick of it, I commanded it; whatever it may be; to make itself known, I waited.
And I waited.
I requested, I called, I beckoned. And nothing.
Nothing came, nothing went, nothing made itself known.
I was left only with questions, and the fear in the back of my mind that something Did come, unbeknown to me.
It is true, there are no answers in the dark, no definition, no borders, boundaries, there are only more questions.
I will wait.
October 25, 2008 at 5:26 AM
Hello Mr.Welldone. I think I love you.
October 25, 2008 at 4:44 PM
Don’t you find domination comforting?Wouldn’t you prefer to be a blind yet happy minion, to an entity who sees things it/he/she shouldn’t?
Answer truthfully,Mr. Welldone.
October 25, 2008 at 11:26 PM
The very idea of taking comfort in submission, and willful blindness to any truth would be almost the exact opposite of everything he has written and espoused, both here and elsewhere. While he has no need of someone speaking in his defense, I am most curious how you came to that conclusion. And, as always, I look forward to whatever insight Mr. Welldone would have to offer on this.
October 26, 2008 at 7:07 AM
Hello.
MidnightGirl. Foolish and trite.
Anonymous. In this world, masters and minions are merely defined by one’s perceptions.
I am neither master nor minion.
I am the End.
My constant movement towards that End gives me the greatest and most wondrous of joy.
a questioner. You analyze well it seems, but do you seek the Dark?
Do you understand and accept the depths of Fear?
Do you understand that reality is yours to shape and mold as you see fit?
Such understanding may bend your mind into breaking and cast you into a world where the values you subconsciously espouse of what is Good and what is Evil, as one who is part of humanity, will have no meaning; into a world from whence you cannot ever return.
What makes you human in the eyes of human society will be destroyed and you will be more alone than you previously thought possible.
Only your acceptance of your Darkest Fears and the Dark Itself will serve as your comforts.
Is this what you seek?
Think on this.
I await your response with the greatest and most wondrous of joy.
October 26, 2008 at 12:16 PM
I seek true understanding, not an assumption of truth simply because someone else told me it was so. I accept there are depths to Fear that are beyond my current understanding, certainly. I am well aware that perception itself molds reality, but perception can be fooled and only real understanding can defend against false perceptions, thus only clear perspective can hold against false reality. If reality itself may be so molded, then good and evil are merely points that are fluid, shifting between one perceiver and another. If the only reason I am considered to be human is simply because others see me to be so, then my humanity itself is already a lie. Acceptance of that lie means submission to an illusion, and that illusion will forever bar one from real understanding. In such a case, no true understanding can ever arise as the foundation of all you have come to believe is already flawed at its core. Denial of one’s own darkest Fears leads to much the same conclusion, as one gazes merely at the parts one finds pleasing rather than dealing with the truth of what IS, and surrendering the only power one has to confront it. As to acceptance of the Dark itself, as you put it? To deny that would be to deny certain questions, perhaps the greatest questions simply because you fear what that knowledge might bring. Without questions, no truth can arise, without truth, no knowledge can arise, and without knowledge no understanding may form. One who is without understanding is already adrift and helpless, but is too blind to see it. Does this answer your questions?
October 26, 2008 at 8:30 PM
Hm…I wonder what it tastes like to dine on a fellow sentient. I have to admit that I find the idea amusing and disgusting at the same time. Personally, I find the entire ordeal utterly useless. Just another show of decadence and proof of humanity’s so called evolution.
But I’m rambling and each sentence if followed by a sigh of boredom. I won’t be asking any high-minded questions and await an answer like a greek hero in front of an oracle. I’m only passing by, tipping my hat to you, before I go to bed.
“Good Night, young sir. May the stars ward off whatever nightmares haunt your dreams.”
October 27, 2008 at 8:02 AM
A cannibal I urge you be,
Dine on thine, and thou, and me.
Sip the supping liquid eyes,
For Creation it would perilize,
The arm, only ever used to beat,
Is far more useful served as meat,
Slit the belly, eat the rot within,
And spare the world another sin.
October 27, 2008 at 6:30 PM
Forgive me, but I feel like I must ask this, Mr. Welldone… If you are who I think you are, do you still play the violin?
If I am correct, I hope I do not offend or otherwise trouble you with this inquiry. If you are not, I apologize for what must seem like a silly, nonsensical, or possibly even goading question.
Whether you are who I think (hope?) or someone else, this remains the same: I very sincerely look forward to your words, and truly thank you for sharing them with us.
October 27, 2008 at 7:56 PM
Hello.
a questioner. Indeed, you have satisfied my curiosities. You are not yet ready.
Atropos. Breathtaking.
Mercy. I no longer play the violin.
October 27, 2008 at 10:25 PM
I suspected you would say that. Unfortunate, but nothing ventured nothing gained. I look forward to your future posts.
October 30, 2008 at 9:25 PM
Then you must be the voice.
Mon berceau s’adossait à la bibliothèque,
Babel sombre, où roman, science, fabliau,
Tout, la cendre latine et la poussière grecque,
Se mêlaient. J’était haut comme un in-folio.
Deux voix me parlaient. L’une, insidieuse et ferme,
Disait: «La Terre est un gâteau plein de douceur;
Je puis (et ton plaisir serait alors sans terme!)
Te faire un appétit d’une égale grosseur.»
Et l’autre: «Viens! oh! viens voyager dans les rêves,
Au delà du possible, au delà du connu!»
Et celle-là chantait comme le vent des grèves,
Fantôme vagissant, on ne sait d’où venu,
Qui caresse l’oreille et cependant l’effraie.
Je te répondis: «Oui! douce voix!» C’est d’alors
Que date ce qu’on peut, hélas! nommer ma plaie
Et ma fatalité. Derrière les décors
De l’existence immense, au plus noir de l’abîme,
Je vois distinctement des mondes singuliers,
Et, de ma clairvoyance extatique victime,
Je traîne des serpents qui mordent mes souliers.
Et c’est depuis ce temps que, pareil aux prophètes,
J’aime si tendrement le désert et la mer;
Que je ris dans les deuils et pleure dans les fêtes,
Et trouve un goût suave au vin le plus amer;
Que je prends très souvent les faits pour des mensonges,
Et que, les yeux au ciel, je tombe dans des trous.
Mais la voix me console et dit: «Garde tes songes:
Les sages n’en ont pas d’aussi beaux que les fous!»
February 1, 2009 at 4:45 AM
Speak not of feeble fears, nor darkness as transcendent. Such are ignorance by another name. Those possessed by a mind of strong intent have no primitive fears, and will dissect the source of such if it should amuse them. Those whom human worship in their ignorance they soon disdain and ultimately devour. Symbols are ignorance to the wise, like handles, grasped for the purpose of manipulating those so attached. Symbols contain no truths of themselves. Those who are free lack or overcome their fear and walk untrammeled in night or day. Speak of some trivial doom if you need an audience, but why do you need an audience ? Attachment.
September 8, 2009 at 3:42 PM
Why do you keep asking questions and expecting an answer from him? Read with your eyes open this time.